(573) So Tired of This

I feel tired and I feel like I need a break. Not from Mike, but from dealing with this. From being supportive. I feel crappy for having these feelings. Yep I'm a horrible horrible person. I hate that I feel this way. I need to just suck it up and be there for him when he needs me and just deal with this myself. I miss him the most at night. When everything is done and I'm just left with my thoughts. When I have to face that empty bed. When I don't have my hubby to hold me.