I realize this post will probably make me look like a horrible wife, but I need to get these things out and not keep them bottled up.
Today SUCKED. Things were fine all through work. I left work and it was raining. I needed to go to the store, and by the time I got there it was pouring, it was even worse when I got out of the store. Everything got wet... but I was still okay. Then came time to get back on post. They are doing construction on the main gate for some fucking reason. The line to get on post was so long. It went all the way back to the last traffic lights before the ramp to get on post. This was extremely frustrating. For one, I typically don't eat breakfast, so lunch is the first meal I eat and I was starving. When I don't eat I get really irritable and the long line and the rain and soaked groceries did not help.
So during this time, I get a text or an email from Mike saying to let him know when I was done at the store so he could call. I emailed him from the car before I got out and unloaded the groceries. After I got in the house, I hadn't heard from him, so I texted him and he told me he was finishing stuff. It just irritated me because I rushed to get everything unloaded and to eat lunch and I was still waiting... He said he never got my email and text saying I was home... UGH
So then we talk and I am being pissed about EVERYTHING. Every little thing I'm angry about. And I took it out on him. We fought about the stupidest things, like the war, which I wouldn't really care about if he wasn't there. That's where my anger comes from against this war, the fact that he's there. So that clouds my judgment and viewpoints a lot.
And then he tells me his phone battery is dying because he forgot to charge it and that pissed me off even more. I mean come on, we talk every day, charge the damn phone every day. Forgetting is not a legitimate excuse when you have tools to remind you (phone alarms, notes on your desk, etc).
Yeah and in the middle of all this his phone finally dies. I thought he would try to get online to get us back to normal, but he didn't, and I'm pissed about that.
This is just one of those days where I hate everything and I'm just angry. I'm just in a crappy mood.
Let it out! You don't sound bad, I think we've all been there :)
ReplyDeleteThanks. We made up today and I explained to him why I blew up. And he tried to connect to the internet but it didn't work. He also found a power supply that fit his phone and could plug in in the tent so now he can charge is phone during bed.
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