(563) Threat of Deployment

I hate not knowing what's going to happen. There's a chance Mike could be deployed next January. He wont know for sure of course until it happens, because it is the army. In October, they [whoever 'they' is] discuss when they will deploy the unit. The deployment window for them opens in January. It's difficult not knowing if/when it'll happen because I can't really prepare myself. I don't want to get all nervous and stuff and then have it not happen, but then again I don't want to be unprepared mentally/emotionally. All I can do for now is cherish the time we have together and be there for him if it does happen.